Desolation Of This World

Have you sat back and see the world we live in today? Have you reflected on today's events, whether you have made that difference in someone else's life? Have you changed for the better and try, just try to alter the world's route to demise?

We live in a sad world today...

I do not understand how did we end up here or how do we get out of this vicious cycle. I only know that we are slaves somehow to this "system" that the world imprints into our lives. The sad, unforgiving cycle of despair and helplessness. I only pray that we can see the light soon.

Your Existence

We humans are very complex creatures. For one moment, we claimed that to be rich is glorious, the next; moral teachings must be implemented at the same time. How many rich men out there are real good moral examples of a human being? We are so contridicting, one moment saying smoking is bad for health but we increase the price so we can earn more tax out of it. Ban it straight off like some countries and we will have "Zero" smoking related lung cancer cases.

One moment we claim to be righteous, the next; we are the one immoral and incapable of the right decisions... Sigh... Humans... I wonder how long could God stand us; mere mortals...

Past Poems

The dawn is here yet it seems as dusk
even when the sun shines through my broken heart
it felt cold, colder than winter blows
to be missing you is like hell unfolds
its freezing torturing in my battered soul

Searching...

It seems like yesterday when you left... But 3 years has passed. Do you remember me? Have I gotten over you? Has life rewarded you well? Does he treat you better than me? I sincerely hope so. I'm not here to find you, nor try to get you back. None of this matters anymore. I'm only here to ask if you are well and fine. Nothing more, nothing less. I know the difference between reality and illusion. I have learnt to be sensible during all this time.

I've been well. Life spared me the worse of torments, had pity on me and let me off almost lifeless. Survived but scarred for life... I wake up every morning, reminding myself to keep breathing. Then after a while, the need to remind myself to breath was gone and I moved on to keep reminding myself to get out of bed and that too after a while, the need was gone and here I am, on the keyboard, pressing each keys with hesitation.

"Life has to go on", a bunch of lies.

Gravity

Baby,
It's been a long time coming,
Such a long, long time.
And I can't stop running,
Such a long, long time.
Can you hear my heart beating?
Can you hear that sound?
Cause I can't help thinking
And I won't stop now

And then I looked up at the sun and I could see
Oh, the way that gravity pulls on you and me,
And then I looked up at the sky and saw the sun,
And the way that gravity pushes on everyone,
On everyone.

Baby,
When your wheels stop turning
And you feel let down
And it seems like troubles
have come all around
I can hear your heart beating,
I can hear that sound,
*but* I can't help thinking.
And I won't look now.

And then I looked up at the sun and I could see
Oh, the way that gravity pulls on you and me,
And then I looked up at the sky and saw the sun
And the way that gravity pushes on everyone
On everyone
On everyone

Valediction

the days we had were good, the joy we experienced were valuable and the love we possessed were nurturing. yet as love gathers, love also divides... as roads converge, roads also diverge and our paths are no longer similar. our stories became history and our presence together void. i understand you have to go and i won't fault you. i can't, for i know that you have spent fractions of you life with me willingly. i only fault myself for not able to keep you longer.

do you remember i said that i can't stop the world from liking you? i omitted that neither can i stop you from leaving me... why are tears streaming from my eyes now? could i endure the pain of you leaving me? i do not know... i can only perceive that you have left my side, abandoned our love; however i do not wish to stop you. not because i do not cherish you but rather, i love you so much i trust that you deserve more than just me.

remember me not, i'm nothing more than a speck of dust lingering for a gust of wind to erase me from your memory. please do not recall my existence; this is my only plea... for maybe one day, just perhaps... if we should ever meet again, you might love me all over again like someone you never knew.

this is my only hope... i wish you well as you embark on a new journey in life, i bid you farewell. Goodbye...

Love; a funny predicament

Love; something we all wish to have, something we all hope to be in... but love is a funny predicament. to be in love is to sacrifice yourself for love. may it be emotions, may it be time, it may be anything that you possessed but you have to sacrifice something eventually. i was watching HBO's "something's gotta give" about a female writer writing a book based on her life and the men that she was involved with. this is not "sex in the city" kind of movie and the writer is nothing similar to her counterpart. nope, she was a well-respected 50 year old women, powerful in her writing yet a simple gal in heart. of course, she's divorced and single... until her daughter brought her boyfriend, a 60 year old businessman home one day for a gathering.

night falls and the "children" tried to have sex, the man has a heart-attack and had to recuperate at the writer's place for a few days... time passed and the writer and her daughter's boyfriend fell in love, blah blah blah... fast forward, the guy is well, had to leave for the city for business... she misses him, went to the city for her daughter's sake just for the sake of it, fate decides she should see the guy with another younger woman... she sad, yet told him she loves him, he's shocked and not sure if he loves her. the writer's heart-brokened, left in a jiffy. he stood still as he sees her left in a cab, had a heart attack... found out that he loves her after a while...

6 months later, decide to look for her in paris, found her in a resturant with another man, his doctor... (typical) was happy for her. had a small birthday celebration together with the couple since they all knew each other, they parted ways after dinner. he decides to leave for good, sad blah blah blah... stood by the bridge crying and then she appeared and told him she still loves him, they kissed... happily ever after... ending part, 4 1/2 people having dinner together. the writer, the writer's daughter and husband with their baby and the old businessman. love; a funny predicament. summary of the movie?

fall in love at your own risk. ladies and gentlemen, have a terrific week ahead and hope love finds you when you require love.

Just Another Day

from today onwards, this blog shall be suspended indefinately.

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