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It seems like yesterday when you left... But 3 years has passed. Do you remember me? Have I gotten over you? Has life rewarded you well? Does he treat you better than me? I sincerely hope so. I'm not here to find you, nor try to get you back. None of this matters anymore. I'm only here to ask if you are well and fine. Nothing more, nothing less. I know the difference between reality and illusion. I have learnt to be sensible during all this time.

I've been well. Life spared me the worse of torments, had pity on me and let me off almost lifeless. Survived but scarred for life... I wake up every morning, reminding myself to keep breathing. Then after a while, the need to remind myself to breath was gone and I moved on to keep reminding myself to get out of bed and that too after a while, the need was gone and here I am, on the keyboard, pressing each keys with hesitation.

"Life has to go on", a bunch of lies.

Gravity

Baby,
It's been a long time coming,
Such a long, long time.
And I can't stop running,
Such a long, long time.
Can you hear my heart beating?
Can you hear that sound?
Cause I can't help thinking
And I won't stop now

And then I looked up at the sun and I could see
Oh, the way that gravity pulls on you and me,
And then I looked up at the sky and saw the sun,
And the way that gravity pushes on everyone,
On everyone.

Baby,
When your wheels stop turning
And you feel let down
And it seems like troubles
have come all around
I can hear your heart beating,
I can hear that sound,
*but* I can't help thinking.
And I won't look now.

And then I looked up at the sun and I could see
Oh, the way that gravity pulls on you and me,
And then I looked up at the sky and saw the sun
And the way that gravity pushes on everyone
On everyone
On everyone